Blah'sDecember 16, 2008 1:39 pm

I went to MTS a while ago, around 4 in the afternoon… It was a long time since I have stepped my foot at MTS, I can remember it was around April last year… Well, I went there coz I was doing a favor for a friend… after getting the information that Rhon wanted, i find a place where i can read the book New Moon by Stephenie Meyer... as I sit into the bench, i remember it was the same bench were ‘we’ sat last year… as I was reading the book on Chapter 15, the song ‘Sana Ngayong Pasko’ by Ariel Rivera was being played by a band in Taboan…
 
Sana ngayong Pasko
Ay maalala mo pa rin ako
Hinahanap-hanap pag-ibig mo
At kahit wala ka na
Nangangarap at umaasa pa rin ako
Muling makita ka
At makasama ka
Sa araw ng Pasko
 
I can’t concentrate on what I was reading anymore… the lines of the song hit me… and I wondered if he would really remember me this Christmas… I paused and listened to them and tears are starting to fall from my eyes once again… I remember being with him on that particular night at MTS, he liked it there and that was his first visit there and probably the last… :( after a while i went back to reading… I don’t want to still think of him though sometimes it’s hard to control that one especially if there’s some good memories that are attached to the things or places that I have seen or been to… hay…. when will my heart get tired of him…? If only it was just that easy… how i wish….
 
Well, i did finish 3 chapters of the book and when I got tired I roam around the place… it was really nice there… but i don’t know if i can still go back to that place… maybe one day… if this emo thing of mine will be over…. sigh
 

Blah'sDecember 15, 2008 5:23 pm

hay…. i still feel empty and lonely…. no matter how hard i try not to send a text message from him or restrict myself to view his profile, i just can’t… i missed him so much… :( and it hurts every time i see his new photos or any updates, especially testimonials that came from his new found love…. i feel so sad… thought i try not to act like one but i guess i am not good at pretending… i try to be busy but wasn’t successful in doing so… i still think of him almost every hour of the day… the memories that we had.. sigh :( I just missed him so much…. i’m wondering if he missed me too… i am so hopeful on the past weeks that somehow he might change his mind and would go back to me… but now, those hopes are slowly fading… the thought of it hurts… i try to go back to blogging again now… but all i could think of is him… and i don’t know what else to write… i have a few reviews to do for the past weeks but i got so lazy and can’t think of anything to write about that it expires… yeah… 5 or 6 reviews… hmmm.. sayang din… and now wala na tuloy akong opportunities.. hhmm…but i rarely go online these days… been so lazy… and i don’t wanna get tempted to view him even if i’m dying to see him…
 
i try to get busy sometimes, go out… malling, shopping, meet friends, watch movies, read a book…. i was able to get him out of my mind for hours but when night time comes and when i am about to sleep, all i could think of is him…. just him… hay…. i just wish this all but a dream…..
 

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